Marcus' blog
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==Life of a Thespian--I meant Thesburg
Illusion is Reality==
Thursday, June 10, 2004
I could live here the rest of my life here. Well when things finish and the three year DOD contract is done, I very well could. If you have tried to reach me, I am not answering emails or anything else. I am just chillin.
posted by Marcus # 9:14 AM (0) comments
Sunday, June 06, 2004
I know most everyone has my blog now. Congratulations. I wasn't expecting everyone to come in and see it. But since you are, you might as well leave comments.
I will be home the 15th. I already got my ticket.
What happens hurts. Not because it was Sandy, but because it was Jude. Jude was my morale mentor. Like my voice of reason. I was always a believer of "bro's before ho's," but this is tough to get over. I am so disappointed in him.
posted by Marcus # 11:04 AM (0) comments
Thursday, June 03, 2004
You know, when you have the best search bot in the world it sure teaches someone how to disappear if they so decide to. I know what TobI looks for. I know what other agencies look for, and what they like TobI for because they can't do something. If TobI can't find me, it would take an act of God or a lot of luck for someone else to.
I am not hiding from anyone except people I don't the nerve to deal with until I have a good tan and have had my 100th shot of Tequilla. I am on number forty-one right now. I will be back around the 16th. So we can all be in town when we need to transfer our grant money. But besides that, I think Jude and even Marty need to sweat for a little while. Sweating that doesn't include Sandy that is. I am really torn up Jude would do that. Jude has always been a voice of morality for me. So many times he teases me and says, "Man, if you keep acting like I boy and not a man you might miss the really special one in your life." The thing is, there he goes acting like and idiot and destroying what he has with Ginny. I really think she is a catch. She is special and they have GREAT chemistry together. Why do this? But the true irony is, what he keeps preaching may have already happened to me. I likely did miss the "really special one in my life." And now she has been hurt and I certainly can't make a move like that. She would have barriers and defenses set up. Those defenses are likely to make it impossible for me to ever get anywhere with her. Hurt by two men in one season is bad. One emotionally, and one physically. I am going to hide here where the water is turquois, the women are brown, and the tequilla never ends. Then go back to the people who hurt me, and the people I have hurt.
posted by Marcus # 10:53 PM
Monday, May 31, 2004
Did the lack of sleep have me imagining things tonight? Jude was asleep under the desk. Will was in the other room taking a cat nap. Marty was gone to get some NoDoz and Jolt Cola. I was all alone with the sound of computer fans and disk-drives. Then I heard a sound. A strange sound that said something. It was like the sound when you turn the distortion up on a Peavey. But it sounded like it was saying some thing. I am not sure. But it sounded like "TobI is looking for resorces for repair." We never taught him that. I don't know alot about how he works, but if he is going to talk he needs this like cartridge hard drive put in one of his ports. Nothing was in there. nothing at all. I woke up Jude to show him, but nothing. The program quit doing it. I looked like I had gone mad. Jude told me I had to leave and get some sleep. But before I sleep I need to get this written down.
posted by Marcus # 1:35 AM
Sunday, May 30, 2004
I haven't slept in two days. I am so freaking tired.
The guys have been working around the clock to repair TobI. I am dead to the world.
The security system in the new building will almost replace Elias, but they assign new codes for each month and I have a hard time remembering that crap.
So I don't forget....
Audra Lindley
Betty Buckley
Bart Starr
Scott Bairstow
Jeri Ryan
posted by Marcus # 7:00 AM
Saturday, May 22, 2004
I am feeling much better after nearly being killed by my remote control car detonator. I am thinking I might get one of those features for all my cars. So when I have to clean my car and don't feel like it, boom. Then I get the rental car. The one Enterprise gave me is NICE. It is a Mitsubishi Diamante. I think that might be my next car. I have to wait to get the grant now though.
On a sour note. Ideltech fired two people for defection this week. We set up a solution so we can keep our information more "in-house". We found a place where only Ideltech employees can post stuff. The new place is www.immersionunlimited.com
posted by Marcus # 10:09 AM
Sunday, May 16, 2004
I am on this computer by a campany called quick net is West Interlaken. I went River Rafting yesterday and leave for the airport in a few hours. The name of the company I went rafting with was outdoor interlaken. Good times. I can't wait to get the these pictures on the disc to my computer so I can see them.
posted by Marcus # 12:23 AM
Thursday, May 13, 2004
Well, here I am. Just got through security and flying Delta to New York. And some other airline the rest of the way.
Are these keyboards ever cleaned? Airport internet. Gross.
I am losing faith in my future employees. They tend to mean well, but get too excited. The ALL need to read the agreement again and brush up.
Wierd how just when Steven Lake thinks he is doing a good thing, "the company" gets a website. After so many years of saying, "information needs to passed through poetry." And "the web is too unsecure." I guess the latter is why they want TOBI. TOBI cracked that password and user name in a few seconds. I hope my few misguided employees don't try to do what TOBI did. Church sure did invite them well. Such a stupid password.
posted by Marcus # 11:02 AM
Saturday, May 08, 2004
I am not sure how, but a few employees have told me they have found this blog. I didn't want everyone to read it. And when I say it was personal, they come back with a response like, "why put it on the web?" Well, for two reasons.
1. To record my experiences with a certain someone in case things ever go to court.
2. I can add to it from anywhere, and I hate paper.
Elias seems to be working out pretty well. The thing about security though is if there is not threat I have nothing for him to do. So I try to make up jobs for him to do to keep him busy.
[She] is still bothering me. I wonder if her new romance is really just a way to annoy me. I mean the guy is old enough to be like a dad to her. Which makes me think what does he see in her at that age? And when I wonder what it is, I flush with anger. I know what he wants. The something any older single man would like to have, but many don't come close to getting.
On another note, Sydney Bristow, an applicant turned employee, contacted me today. I have to say at times I don't understand her. I think the problem may lie in her lack of age. I am a bit unnerved at the fellow employees lack of tact with her. I am thinking Ideltech could just be too much for her. She is likely to resign. I hope the best for her.
One more thing. L3 is doing a great job. Marty told me that if anyone comes asking for more specifics concerning our situation to send them over to the atty's. And I did. They gave them no answers, but sure got those pesky IM's to stop.
posted by Marcus # 2:45 AM
Sunday, May 02, 2004
It's early. Very early. Or late, depends on how you see it. I went out clubbing last night. Not the usual place for me. I ran into this girl, danced for a while. She had few drinks with me. Then offered me some "e". I am not sure why I said no. Usually I go for an opportunity like this. Not that I like drugs, but when a hot sweaty girl that has been dancing with you all night offers you "e", well, it usually means sex to die for. But I said no, and went to different bar, leaving her when she went to the bathroom. The new bar was an old country bar on the way home. I have never been in there, the place smelled, not of perfume and rum, but of smoke and old beer. I sat down. Not sure what compelled me to come in here in the first place. And I drank. I drank for hours. The only person in the bar past two AM was this guy who I never met, but was nice enough. He made sure I got home ok. I never drank so much I couldn't drive. Drinking is not my game. I drank just enough to keep women feeling comfortable with me. Elias was his name. Good guy, I think I should offer him a job in security. Seems trust worthy enough.
The conclusion to my adventure is this. I think I am hurting inside. I think what is going on is I have had someone all my life take an interest in me, and I never really reciprocated. Someone who stands by my side, who tends to get hurt often. I think guilt is hitting me, but not sure. I am not a one woman man. Not sure why. But for a second, I was only interested in one woman tonight. That woman was not the one I left in the bathroom.
What is it about her?
posted by Marcus # 6:03 AM
Friday, April 30, 2004
I always used to think these things are nothing more than vanity. Melody has one. I don't. Do I really need one? I guess maybe I should after I was ambushed by Melody. She had a digi cam recording everything we said when I went to apologize yesterday.
So I suppose I will use this to record my happenings in life. Tomorrow I am going to go through old stuff and see if I can find on the voice recorders the conversations Melody and I had on the phone. In case she is building a case against me.
The weird thing. I am not sure why, but I like her more when she is pissed at me.
posted by Marcus # 12:36 PM